Insouciance (In Editing)
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Insouciance
(n.) free from worry, concern or anxiety.
Is it wrong to be fully immersed in a world;
In a book or in your own head,
Drowning in your sea of thoughts and feelings;
While not caring about a world called reality?
I don't think so.
"I was alone, sitting.
Groups of people,
Never really fitting
I was lost again."
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