I'll save you from yourself (Pierce the veil fanfic)

I can't stand living

There's no hope in trying to fix me

I'm just a broken glass cup that can't be put back together
when it's missing its most important piece

And that piece will never be found because it's lost in a sea of dead souls

That missing piece is my family, they were the only thing that was keeping me live

Helping me get through all the bullying

How is it that I get bullied even worse now

Brutally beaten and constantly told that my family is dead because of me

And I believe them

I'm just a never was and never ever will be

Slowly tearing myself apart inside out

I don't speak don't show emotion

What's the point in speaking or showing emotion when the ones that got you to do both are not with you anymore

It's sad that everything I loved became everything I lost

And all it took was one wrong turn

Nobody needs me
But I need someone

I have never wanted to admit that

The thing that ruined me
Was believing in happiness

Now I know happiness is a myth someone created to try to

Make people think life was worth living

But life isn't worth living all it does is bring you pain

Most people call me "killer" or "nothing"but I'd prefer you to call me

Alexandria Noah

But you can also call me Alex the nobody that will always have
broken pieces of glass missing scattered underground to never be found