Life in a Nut's Hell
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Huling na-publish Fri, May 18, 2018
I haven't used Wattpad in years and I know that most of the people I made connections with on here don't use it anymore either. But, I'm at a point in my life where the people who are in my life have proven to be pretty unreliable, which is fine because they're happy and living their lives but it just kinda sucks for me, y'know?
So I started writing a journal but that honestly just made me feel worse. My psych professor says ruminating on bad feelings worsens depression so that's probably got something to do with it. Either way, I feel like I need to get the stuff I'm dealing with out and since I don't actually have anyone to talk to about stuff, I figured why not post my life on the internet and let strangers comment on it? Not like that's ever gone awry, right?
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