ARABELLA AIZA'S POV
Do you ever wonder,
How someone you never knew,
Could walk into your life one day
And turn it everything askew.
It's like before you knew them,
Sense and order could be found,
And every aspect of your life,
Was always safe and sound.
Then in walks a perfect stranger,
Who for no reason steals your heart,
And brings an element of danger,
While tearing your orderly world apart.
And you struggle to remember,
What life was like before they came,
And turned your world upside down,
Filling it with colour once again.
You know you can't live without them,
As you're filled with love struck awe,
Because you know you can't go back,
Being strangers like once before.
My names Arabella Aiza I'm 18, I have blue eyes and long flowing black hair, my life was perfect at one point, until I learnt who my family really are. I was so naïve to believe in fairytales, where the man always comes to the rescue, when in reality it's every man for himself, or should I say herself.
Not every man is this way I fell in love, and that man is the reason I'm here today alive and breathing, life's heard, we constantly worry about others problems when we should really worry about the problems we cause and the people they effect. My daddy learnt that the hard way.
This is me, life of Mafia Royalty.
"Kaan"
"Kaan sana kurban olsun" dediyinde kendinde olmadığını anladım. İçmişti!
"İçki mi içtin?" sordum yinede..
"Seni istiyorum" duyduğum kelimeyle dünyam yıkıldı.
"Benim olmanı istiyorum"
Hayır yapamazdı dimi?
Bana zorla dokunamazdı?
Hemen panikle kollarından çıkmaya başladım ama o beni kendine daha da bastırdı.
"Kaan"
"Şşh" elini dudağıma koyarak susturdu beni "söz acımıycak" diyerek üstüme çıktı.