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Ongoing, Unang na-publish May 18, 2018
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❝ This is the closest I'll ever get to flying. ❞

 No one can fully understand the truth behind a girls suicide, unless the girl who jumped actually tells you the full story. But that's impossible because she's dead. But what if she could tell you why she killed herself? Would you be willing to listen?  Well, I'm Elizabeth Smith. And this is why I jumped.

This story describes the ten days before Elizabeth Smith committed suicide. Do not read if you are triggered by suicide or cutting. This story contains a small amount of romance. This is not meant to romanticize suicide in any way.

I know how it feels to hate yourself and want to die and wish you never existed in the first place. I know how it feels to cut up your thighs and then hate yourself even more because of the scars visible for all to see. I know how it feels to see yourself as too fat and not pretty and worthless and stupid. I know how it feels to be surrounded by people, yet to have never felt more alone. I know how it feels to have a good relationship between you and your mother yet to still hide your broken side in fear that you will be judged, shamed, and hurt. And I know how it feels to never feel okay. To wish you were as innocent and naive as you were at eight years old. To know that you will never be perfect and never be loved. I don't have depression or anxiety or an eating disorder or ADHD or any mental disorders, but yet again I've never seen a doctor. After all, I couldn't without my family finding out. I am so sad and broken but I'm looked at as happy. The world is blind. So, so blind.
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A Dangerous Love (Underfell Sans x Reader) ni Applepie1984
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I DO NOT OWN THE COVER MAJOR BACKSTORY ELEMENTS ARE DERIVED FROM SOMEONE ELSES TIMELINE THROUGH THE COMIC "HANDPLATES", COMIC DUBS AVAILABLE ON YOUTUBE, NOT BY ME, RECOMMNEDED IF YOU ENJOY UNDERTALE AS A WHOLE. **TW** THIS X READER CONTAINS SEX, VIOLENCE, SELF-HARM AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS. IF ANY OF THIS TRIGGERS YOU, PLEASE DO NOT CONTINUE. I couldn't take it anymore... I wanted to end my life. She's dead now and I didn't have it in me to help... Watching helplessly as her body drained of blood... That night, I decided. I'd run to the only place that I held good memories of. That we held memories of... I would end my life in the only place I remember being happy... Mt. Ebott...
Infinity x The World ni LunaLightfoot
59 mga parte Kumpleto Mature
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Keep An Open Mind {Lynn Gunn} ni Run-Dont-Walk
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38 parte Kumpleto Mature
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"Was it worth the cost?" ni Ava0anonymous
16 mga parte Ongoing Mature
"We are all meant to die just once, but apparently, that is nothing short of a lie. A fake reality that we are taught in adolescence. When I learned that truth, I lost everything. ፈᏗᏁᏗᏒᎩ When you calmed my mind, you changed me and took the last thing from me that I had. Now I am alone in this world a victim of its unending cruelty. All of you will learn that. When you do you will wish that you treated me better while you had the chance, " This is not a romance novel. Do not think this is a romance novel. The sequel is thought. Not all mobile devices will be able to show all the text accurately as I use fonts as a conveyer of mental health. Warning Every warning you can think of. There will be gore rape torture and what is worse. Also, I make stories by writing the story plot and everything, and rewriting it to fit in the small details. The chapters all the final ones but the story itself has been finished.
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Better Kept Secret ni kitten4644
40 parte Kumpleto
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The Girl Who Jumped ni ch3rry_h34rts
29 mga parte Kumpleto
I stood on the edge of the rooftop. My eyes closed and my mind free. I'm ready. Now is the time. I could feel my breath quickening, Breathe in, Breathe out. I slowly start to gain composure of my thoughts. I can hear the people on the ground. I can see them entering the building in their perfect dresses with their perfect hair. I look down at my Royal Blue gown and smile. It's time. I slowly exhale and let myself fall. I'm free. Well, that's what I thought when I jumped, but the world hates me. So now. I'm alive and kicking, quite literally kicking in fact. Paisley George is a screw up, her "True Love" even knew it. So she jumped, but her.... attempted suicide was a failure, now she is stuck living with her grandma. event after event, Paisley ends up becoming friends with the towns bad boys and maybe she might just fall in love with one. You never know.
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A Dangerous Love (Underfell Sans x Reader)

56 mga parte Ongoing Mature

I DO NOT OWN THE COVER MAJOR BACKSTORY ELEMENTS ARE DERIVED FROM SOMEONE ELSES TIMELINE THROUGH THE COMIC "HANDPLATES", COMIC DUBS AVAILABLE ON YOUTUBE, NOT BY ME, RECOMMNEDED IF YOU ENJOY UNDERTALE AS A WHOLE. **TW** THIS X READER CONTAINS SEX, VIOLENCE, SELF-HARM AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS. IF ANY OF THIS TRIGGERS YOU, PLEASE DO NOT CONTINUE. I couldn't take it anymore... I wanted to end my life. She's dead now and I didn't have it in me to help... Watching helplessly as her body drained of blood... That night, I decided. I'd run to the only place that I held good memories of. That we held memories of... I would end my life in the only place I remember being happy... Mt. Ebott...

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