Smoke

♧SPN, TVD, CROSS OVER♧

"If you're hesitating to choose between me and someone else then don't choose me! I'm worth more than that..."

I thought I loved him. I thought that I was IN LOVE with him, but no one can love Damon Salvatore more than Damon himself. You know, they say love is when your heart is constantly racing or skipping a beat, but I can't believe that. If you ask me, being with someone you love should put you at ease. It should feel like you're safe and warm, because you've found someone you want to spend forever with, and you don't have to worry anymore. Trying to love Damon was slowly killing me, and I should have known that it would eventually catch up to me. I built up so many walls with Damon. I didn't even notice them until I met a certain Winchester and all of those walls suddenly went up in smoke.