When Will It End?

"I'm really going to be trapped here forever, aren't I? Would escaping actually be possible? I miss my apartment, my things... my family. I even miss my shitty ass job. I was supposed to be going to college in a few months... But now I'm stuck here forced to be a slave to this...this bipolar monster. I'll never see my friends or family again. They're probably worried sick. I know my mother must think the worst right now. I know I might hard to deal with sometimes and I have a terrible attitude, but I don't deserve this...No one does. A life of pain and suffering begins. When will it end?