Countdown to Nothing
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Last published Wed, Jun 6, 2018
What is it like to watch the clock tick as you hurtle inevitably towards the end of the best years of your life?
"Nothing is sad until it's over, then everything is"
This is my favorite quote from Doctor Who because I can relate so much to it. I've been living in Rome for the past 7 years, and yet it feels like I was born and raised here because everything about my life before Rome quite frankly sucked. And now, in exactly one month, I will be leaving Rome and heading off to college. So in this book, I will try to write as often as possible to capture my feelings and attempt to put them into some kind of coherent manner; maybe the process of writing them down will help me get through them more easily. You will find some very artsy writing and some very plain and boring writing depending on my mood.
Since this is my first book, the stories will include a lot of flashbacks that will hopefully let you piece together some versions me as a person.
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She pulled him with his collars towards herself with all her will instead of just crashing her lips on him she just felt his lips with her's. her weak hands trembled around his collars.Her tears were flowing silently. He was in the complete state of shock from her actions but still feeling her hands trembling around his collars he supported the back of her head softly He had controlled his emotions from ages but when this happened he wasn't able to control himself all his rage, emotions, jealousy, fear came alive. It felt like a peace after an age for both of them. All unuttered emotions were deduced from that simple touch. Suddenly he dragged himself from that kiss "What are you even doing?" he asked furiously "Trying to show you that I only love you and no one" she shouted with a heavy voice _______________________ Left heartbroken at the altar, she never expected her life would lead her into, the arms of her ex lover's Elder brother - the grieving man, shattered by the loss of his 'wife' and 'unborn child'. Their forced marriage begins with cold formality, but as she supports him through his darkest days, a delicate connection starts to form between them. Just when it seems like hope is around the corner, a devastating secret shatters their fragile peace: she's pregnant by the brother who abandoned her. His heartache and jealousy drive a painful distance between them, threatening the love that was slowly growing. The situation gets worse when the brother returns, determined to claim both the child and the woman he left behind. Dive into a story of love, loss, and unexpected twists where every turn reveals new depths of the human heart.Complete
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