Maybe Later
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The questions no one asks are always theirs that need answered not are you okay or what's wrong but the question I ask myself today. Why does my mental state cause me to do weird things. Like eat three pizzas before j know I am eating, then forget to eat for three days. I will decide I want to do 20 projects to make myself feel better. All just to quit after the first attempt cause I have no motivation.
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