On the Inside
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This is the story of a brave girl who has lost her parents when she was young. She risks her life every day to be able to live but she's tired of her everyday routines and wants to think of somehow escaping from it. This girl has big dreams but forces herself not to dream too much because she thinks nothing is changeable in her life.
Can anything change? Will she survive this hardship? How will her life change? Will it even? Who'll help her change the future and forget the past? What things does she have to go through until she reaches her goal?
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It's like when your life is meant to be someway, it never changes. They say "dream on". Dreaming just makes you pity yourself for what you don't have. There are so many different reasons for why things can't be changed. You tried so hard to get to a dream you've always dreamt of, but at the very end, someone always turns you down.
People decide to judge you before knowing your back-of-the-cover story. They just look at your past and then somehow visualize your future being the same way. When your around people who all think that way, you start to think that too. That's what happens to me.
Well, it's what happened and still does. It's turned into a habit to judge others by first look, but when people do that to me, I think they're making a mistake. "The way things are, is the way they always will be" is what my life has made me believe in so far and it makes me have the feeling like nothing will ever change.
Until someone comes along...
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It was the drunk diver who started it. With one swerve killed both my parents and sent me and my brother into some foster place. Then it was that fever. They did nothing. They couldn't do anything, it was to late, my brother was gone. Now I wander the streets of Japan with a new look, new name, new title, and a new life. Not a pretty one, and definitely not a clean one, but it's all I got. With my only two friends at my side and my scythes in my hands I'm fine. Well I was, until I met a boy who changed everything. I hate him. He made me rethink my whole life. The things I do and why I do them. Because of him my whole life was turned upside down and now I don't know where to go or where I even am. Because of this boy, wounds reopen. Truths revile, and lies open up from my past to haunt my every step. I hate that boy, but...at the same time I don't. Can I really? I mean, can a person like me, who's done such wrong and has felt such pain really, I mean really...fall in love? ____________________________________________________________________________ Maria Case lives an awful life. Her only friends are two shinigamis. One who is her's and another who as been banished from her home. With shinigami eyes and a death note Maria is equipped to end her parents, but they die before she can do it. After losing her little brother to disease Maria decides she's done with life in America. She then hops the next flight to Tokyo Japan where she, Ciro, and Kenyo set up a new life. At first, everything is fine, but when the now Luna meets some weird detectives while working on an even weirder case she starts to rethink everything. Luna is forced to weigh experience and love, and moral and duty. Also, when her past and all her locks and chains begin to loosen how will Luna react, and more importantly, how will the world react?
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