On the Inside
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Last published Sat, Jul 26, 2014
This is the story of a brave girl who has lost her parents when she was young. She risks her life every day to be able to live but she's tired of her everyday routines and wants to think of somehow escaping from it. This girl has big dreams but forces herself not to dream too much because she thinks nothing is changeable in her life.
Can anything change? Will she survive this hardship? How will her life change? Will it even? Who'll help her change the future and forget the past? What things does she have to go through until she reaches her goal?
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It's like when your life is meant to be someway, it never changes. They say "dream on". Dreaming just makes you pity yourself for what you don't have. There are so many different reasons for why things can't be changed. You tried so hard to get to a dream you've always dreamt of, but at the very end, someone always turns you down.
People decide to judge you before knowing your back-of-the-cover story. They just look at your past and then somehow visualize your future being the same way. When your around people who all think that way, you start to think that too. That's what happens to me.
Well, it's what happened and still does. It's turned into a habit to judge others by first look, but when people do that to me, I think they're making a mistake. "The way things are, is the way they always will be" is what my life has made me believe in so far and it makes me have the feeling like nothing will ever change.
Until someone comes along...
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