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Publikasi terakhir Rab, Mei 23, 2018
My life is miserable. Nasa akin na ang inaasam ng iba. Money, a big house, from a well known family. Pero hindi ako masaya. Ipinagkait sa akin ni kapalaran ang kasiyahan na gusto kong maasam.
I'm depressed. I'm so suffocated. I tried to end my life by suiciding. I'm a suicidal girl. No, mali pala, hindi ko sinubukan kundi ginawa kong magpakamatay. I'm tired. I'm physically and mentally tired.
Mababago pa ba ang buhay ko kung ang katotohanan ay isang sampal sa aking mukha.
Well, it's for you to find out.
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