The reborn one

To get away from it all was all he wanted. To forget and to heal but that was not possible at home; with all these things that reminded him of the war. Magic felt tainted.
Harry Potter knew that something died inside of him, the moment he won. He wished that just one of the deathly curses could have actually gotten to him. He wished to be free.
And maybe he would feel free if he just went as far away as possible for a while.

This story contains mentions of suicidal thoughts,
eventually depression, abuse, violence, war sequences and neglect.
Inspired by "maedhrys" Tumblr post.