You Can Only Heal Pain
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Antheia Boudreax's day is always the same. Always being bullied. She is on the verge of suicide when she meets new bad boy Noah, things start changing. She discovers secrets kept from her and why they were kept secret. Antheia's life will never be the same. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~{Note: I do not have depression and anything that happens in this book has been created by pure imagination. This was an idea that came to me one day and I thought it would be cool to write about. Please keep in mind that this will contain self harm, suicide attempts and romance. Okay. Please comment thoughts and follow for updates :)}
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"Promise me you'll come to the club tomorrow night." he said in a rough voice, forehead on hers. Her head still spinning, she started to shake her head. He stopped her by putting his other hand on her face. "Please. Antares needs you." "No one needs me." she whispered, but he seen the struggle for hope in her blue eyes. The fact that she had to struggle for it broke his heart. The fact that she lost that battle shattered it. *** A few things here. First, this is a polyamorous love story. If that bothers you, keep scrolling, this isn't the story for you. Second, there are mature scenes in this book in regards to mild violence and heavy sex. Third, this story happens concurrently with two other stories of mine "Open for Negotiation" and "Bloody Desire" And lastly, this does touch on addiction and depression so if I get anything wrong about that, feel free to message me so I can correct it. Or even if you just want to talk.
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