My broken disturbed life
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Last published Fri, Jun 13, 2014
This is my story. Some say that life is the most important thing ever, but what if you'd rather die? I'm more scared of living then I am dying. I'm a teenager. Things are supposed to be easy right? No. Not at all. I'm standing in the edge of life and I'm ready to jump.
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