Secrets | Phan {DISCONTINUED}
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Last published Wed, Jul 25, 2018
"Dan, just tell me"
"You'll judge me"
"I'd never do that!"
"Fine. I'm depressed."
"Oh, it's okay. Everyone gets depressed-"
"No Phil, I have a mental illness. I have depression."
"Oh..."
**TRIGGER WARNINGS!!! SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, SELF-HARM, ABUSE, ANOREXIA, AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE!!!**
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