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This Is How I Disappear

KingOfDarknessGerard

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Reads 4,577
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Parts 27
Time 2h 35m

KingOfDarknessGerard

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They all know Alexander left. But what if he comes back? Will he? Or not? 
While he's gone, how will everyone else cope? Will Xander become better..or worse?
How will Quinton deal with the one he loves ruining himself?
This is.. the continuation of I'm Not Okay (I Promise)All Rights Reserved

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" what's wrong," he asked, fucking tears, now I have to answer him " nothing I'm fine," I said he scoffed " I didn't ask are you okay but obviously your not fine," he said I roll my eyes at him why can't he leave me alone " I'm not in the mood to talk Alex," I said drinking "you're never in the mood to talk to me," he said inhaling the smoke of his cigarette Alexander and Elliot they are alike but at the same time different one is deadly when you get close other one crazy when look deep into his soul Everyone are scared of Alexander and tries to stay away from him still girls and boys throw themselves at him but he has his eyes on Elliot Elliot is hurt but still smiles and laughs with his friend everyone in school fear him every girl wants him he hates gays but when Alexander stares at him he feels something and that scares him because he never thought he would these things towards a man So what happens when Elliot is not just attracted to Alexander but something more and Alexander notices that it's not lust he has for Elliot will Alexander and Elliot both heal each other and maybe love? What will happen in Elliot's life when Alexander enters? I know its sounds a cliché Highschool story but I promise it's not , I love BoyxBoy books to read and I thought I should write one, this book has a mature scene and little violent. For those who don't like bxb books it's okay you can read my other books and those who like bxb books read it it's going to be awesome Start: 4/12/2019 End:12/3/2020

My Saving Grace by CiaraTurner2

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The Groom's Past by MsFoodAddicted

I cried myself asleep that night and months after that. Sometimes a promise is meant to be broken, like when you say you'll never shed a tear if its about him, but you do. And sometimes its good to cry so you can get over him. I've cried over him for months and I still wasn't over him. Maybe he is my true love. Will Carter be able to win Alex over or will she just be a little secret from the past?

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I'm Not Okay (I Promise) by KingOfDarknessGerard

Lucas Gold a fifteen year old boy and his friends discover that his older brother has been doing drugs for years secretivley. Will he get clean..or will he fail to do so? Lucas and his friends Zeke, Seth, and Quinton will all try hard. But first things forst..what if Xander doesn't want help?

Wildest Dreams (A Stemily Fanfiction) by DCMadden

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Mine

" what's wrong," he asked, fucking tears, now I have to answer him " nothing I'm fine," I said he scoffed " I didn't ask are you okay but obviously your not fine," he said I roll my eyes at him why can't he leave me alone " I'm not in the mood to talk Alex," I said drinking "you're never in the mood to talk to me," he said inhaling the smoke of his cigarette Alexander and Elliot they are alike but at the same time different one is deadly when you get close other one crazy when look deep into his soul Everyone are scared of Alexander and tries to stay away from him still girls and boys throw themselves at him but he has his eyes on Elliot Elliot is hurt but still smiles and laughs with his friend everyone in school fear him every girl wants him he hates gays but when Alexander stares at him he feels something and that scares him because he never thought he would these things towards a man So what happens when Elliot is not just attracted to Alexander but something more and Alexander notices that it's not lust he has for Elliot will Alexander and Elliot both heal each other and maybe love? What will happen in Elliot's life when Alexander enters? I know its sounds a cliché Highschool story but I promise it's not , I love BoyxBoy books to read and I thought I should write one, this book has a mature scene and little violent. For those who don't like bxb books it's okay you can read my other books and those who like bxb books read it it's going to be awesome Start: 4/12/2019 End:12/3/2020