Remus Lupin tries to forget about his past with Sirius Black, but when his old friend escapes from Azkaban this becomes impossible. Back when Remus is still in Hogwarts he begins to develop feelings for his friend Sirius, which leaves him very confused. ~This story starts in the beginning of PoA, and carries all the way through until the Deathly Hallows. It switches back and forth between this time and the marauders era. I apologize if that seems confusing.~