It was once said that 'the person you love the most, the person you care for most hurts u the most'. I was just wonderin wether it is applicable in real world or just in reel world. generally we take the things for granted but when we come to knw it means something in our its just go away. I dont wht i have lost wht i have gained but know that i am in pain pain for wht dnt knw still wondering . I am in pain and this place is killin me a lot i hate this place and the people livin here. I feel like i am trapped sum1 islike watchin me n controllin me i knw i knw that its not possible but its may be a fact or my imagination. Imagination this word reminds me of my dreams different types of dream like horror mystery and even that i am mkin love with sum1like that types wak and the worst part when i have to give a fake smile to people out over here (grins) shit man i mean seriously i dont wnt be a duo personality type guy. I believe in my career and will i do anything to get my career and to fullfill my lust for males and females. Would i break all the rules or i will ....All Rights Reserved