Memoirs of "abnormality" (boyxboy)

Zeke is 16. He is also gay. When he meets the boy who lives two floors up and three apartments across from him, his life changes. Risking his life, he climbs their building to visit his new 'friend', risking getting caught by Jacob's strict, frightening parents and endangers his own heart to see Jacob. But why? what makes Jacob so important to Zeke when so many boys (and girls) fall for the young, out-going and mysterious Jacob?