This is just some feelings that some people could relate too. If your ever going threw a rough time and they say it gets better.....well in this story it gets worse before it gets better, if it even does.
A man comes to the conclusion that he is worthless. The people he gets along with say they love him, but he cannot believe them, because he has forgotten how to love himself. Even though he assures himself that everything will come out right in the end, the truth is he has foreseen his end. Although he questions his reasons to make such a categorical decision, his mind can only understand that he has taken his final step.