What i want to be....
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What i wish i could do for you.... but i don't know how to.
I'm scared and i don't wanna be but i can't help it, people want me to be something so perfect and if i'm not they go and say stuff like " she's fat and ugly and doesn't deserve him"
and sometimes i agree.....
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