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Burden (tododeku)

FeelingsAreFatal_

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Reads 30,970
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Parts 14
Time 1h 2m

FeelingsAreFatal_

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badending bnha burden depressedizuku depressedmidoriya izukumidoriya mentalillness mha myheroacademia suicidal tododeku triggerwarning

Who would have thought that behind his smiles and happy-go-lucky attitude, pain and self hatred would lie?


I know y'all wanted a good ending but im not going to give it to you. It's got a bad ending and I don't have the motivation to continue and give you all the ending you want, sorry.





Sorry if this is bad, I wrote this in sixth grade lmaoAll Rights Reserved

badending bnha burden depressedizuku depressedmidoriya izukumidoriya mentalillness mha myheroacademia suicidal tododeku triggerwarning

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Feel ---- Suicidal Todoroki x Bakugo ---- [BOOK 2] by wasteofspace4150

***READ 'NUMB' FIRST (ON MY PROFILE)*** Damn it Todoroki What the fuck did you do? Why the fuck did you do this to me? Why the fuck didn't you come back? You knew I never meant to hurt you I know You know that And yet You haven't come back It's been nearly a week I can't I can't handle this My intentions at the start were to help you And then part ways with you To focus on my career But I got attached And now I never want you to leave "I knew this would happen." I muttered angrily, grunting in pain as I kept punching. "I knew as soon as you got better." My eyes teared up a bit, but I convinced myself it was anger. "You wouldn't need me anymore." I said through grinding teeth. "And now you don't need me anymore." I hit it again, and a sharp, burning pain shot up my arm. I stumbled back and yelled in pain. I sat on the ground and stared at the floor, crying and grinding my teeth. You always hated when I'd push myself too much And even after everything No matter how hard I try I'm still a failure I always fail in the end I always fall short It's never enough Nothing I ever do Is enough to come out on top It used to be easy I was just naturally good Comfortable at the top And now I'm struggling just to stay in the running I stood up and walked to the locker room, slamming the door open and closed. I stood in front of the mirror with my hands on both sides of the sink, staring at my reflection. I was a mess. My eyes were red from my tears and my expression was exhausted and distressed. My face was tear-stained and I was light headed. Just completely out of it. I had bags under my eyes from stress filled days and sleepless nights, an obvious lack of rest. No wonder Aizawa confronted me I look like hell I feel like hell Fuck This is hell

Fake smile by Bookworm2136

Izuku Midoriya has always been a happy and smart person. He was accepted into the best school even though everyone told him he couldn't. He always worked his hardest and did the best he could. However, he is lying to everyone. He isn't the happy and helpful boy everyone thinks he is. His class hates him. His childhood friend still beats him to a pulp. And his parents... *TRIGGER WARNING* *CONTAINS THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE AND SELF-HARM* *I don't own any of the characters or the art* *boy x boy* *please comment on any overlooked mistakes* *this is my first ever fanfic so please enjoy!*

What If It Was All Fake... (Depressed Deku X Todoroki) by aiko2o2o

IMPORTANT edit(31st march 2023): Okay so, this fanfic is very old and I was 11-12 when I wrote it so please if you find it cringe don't mention it 😭 it was also my first work ever and I can assure you what I do now is better. But if you still wanna read it feel free to. ⚠️self harm⚠️ ⚠️suicide attempts⚠️ ⚠️multiple deaths (?)⚠️ (Tododeku) Everyone know Izuku as a cheerful person that is always smiling and that seem happy all the time but... what if all these smiles were.. fake. "I lost her... and since that day... everything was worst than before He's trying to help me but... nothing works My 'smiles' are all... fake I forgot what happiness once was..." There's a hidden message in the book. It's also in first person POV (yeah...) Hope you'll like this crappy book. I update a lot. I have nothing to do with my life so I update almost everyday I do not own the characters nor the anime I own the plot and the fanfiction itself I also own the cover 👌 Happy reading Start: 26 May 2020 End: 9 September 2020 COMPLETED

Midoriya's Misfortune by Random_1314

Rewrite and continuation of dekus misfortune Discontinued and mostly incomplete I've summarized what I wanted the ending to be but still read at your own risk. I decided to republish this story mainly because i wrote this in middle school and even though I don't like my old writing it holds memories I'm fond off. The other reason I decided to repost it is to give you guys some ending it may not be what you wanted but something is better than nothing. Thank you so much for accompanying me through out my middle school days I really do have a lot of nice memories but this is it for me here on wattpad.

I don't deserve to live ~ Depressed Bakugou by SushiCatAnonymous

Katsuki Bakugou becomes depressed when he believes he's been the one to end All Might, a green haired boy named Izuku Midoriya will help him through the pain, while hiding feelings for him. ⚠️ Warning: this contains ⚠️ 〔Cutting〕〔Depression〕〔A small bit of anorexia〕〔Basically a lot of sad shit〕 ⚠️ Please don't read if you're sensitive to this sort of stuff. ⚠️ Contains 'Out Of Character' characters ~Original storyline~ ~Cover drawn by me~ I deeply apologise if anything is incorrect in this story, I don't know much about it. This story is informed from my small experience with these things and my imagination. I apologise if anything is offending to those who are suffering from something like this. Please don't attack me if things are incorrect, thank you for reading. No. 1 in #sadkacchan 5/11/20 No. 1 in #myherofanfiction 5/11/20 No. 1 in #depressedkacchan 9/11/20

More Than Just a Student (All Might and Deku) by hiccuptoothless4ever

Deep down, Toshinori had seen Midoriya as more than just his student or his successor for One for All. To him, he had seen him like the son he never had or even wanted. But, it had to take Midoriya being involved in a life or death situation for him to finally admit it to himself. (A slight AU, taking place after Deku and Bakugo's fight, but before Class 1-A meet The Big Three) I don't own My Hero Academia. That belongs to Kohei Horikoshi (manga) and Studio Bones (anime)

I am a villain, Can I die?! (Suicidal Villain Deku) by Chimera_Regarion

A villain must not always be a villain. In this case however, the death of countless people are haunting Izuku Midoriya the number 3 villain in Japan. He was known and earned the place due to how wicked and unpredictable he himself is. However as time goes, this villain started regretting all the deaths as he was haunted by nightmares. Too bad that the villain group he is in has no interest in helping him at all. In fact, they would rather throw him away. With nothing left in his life but regret, he decided to do the one thing left to do. His life was after all meaningless after what he did. All that was left for him was regret. A/N: This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

A funeral... A Wedding... One Church by Chimera_Regarion

One jump, one adive, was it really the answer to the problem? Sure it was worth giving a try but would god really answer the prayers? Izuku Midoriya, couldn't stand it anymore. Each passing day he would get yelled at, beaten, burned and used as a personal punching bag. There was nothing he didn't experience. His heart was already beaten yellow, black and blue. He didn't know what it meant to be loved, to be cared to be just him! So in a desperate attempt, this young child went to a rooftop and did the only thing left to do and jumped.... only that as done with life as he was, life was not done giving up on him. A/N: This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

But I Couldn't |BNHA/MHA|BakuDeku|Villain(?)/Mute AU| (Book 2) by ItsShoyoYo

Sequel to My Realization. You should read it before you read this one! ......... Warning: This book contains suicidal thoughts, depression, gore, profanity, and more. If you are sensitive to any of these subjects, please do not read. ......... Book #2 of the "Realization" series. ......... "Help me!" Is what I wanted to say, but for some odd reason, my body wouldn't work with me. Nothing was coming out of my mouth. I was left flapping my mouth up and down like a fish out of water. Never in my life have I felt this embarrassed, this despairful, this alone. Shigaraki knew this. He knew what I was feeling and grinned, his eyes locked onto mine. My eyes were on the verge of tearing up. His plan was working. I was surrounded with no escape. All the heroes surrounded me, labeling me as the villain, working with Shigaraki. But there he was. Him. ......... #14 in midoriyaizuku (1/5/19) #15 in villainau (11/21/2018) #42 in suicidalthoughts (12/5/2018) ......... Checked over by @AddictiontoYaoi ......... A/N: https://www.deviantart.com/jirafuru/art/villain-deku-723281336 ^^^ You can find the cover art/artist here!

A month to live by SilverAltara

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I am a villain, Can I die?! (Suicidal Villain Deku) cover

A funeral... A Wedding... One Church cover

But I Couldn't |BNHA/MHA|BakuDeku|Villain(?)/Mute AU| (Book 2) cover

A month to live cover

Feel ---- Suicidal Todoroki x Bakugo ---- [BOOK 2]

READ 'NUMB' FIRST (ON MY PROFILE) Damn it Todoroki What the fuck did you do? Why the fuck did you do this to me? Why the fuck didn't you come back? You knew I never meant to hurt you I know You know that And yet You haven't come back It's been nearly a week I can't I can't handle this My intentions at the start were to help you And then part ways with you To focus on my career But I got attached And now I never want you to leave "I knew this would happen." I muttered angrily, grunting in pain as I kept punching. "I knew as soon as you got better." My eyes teared up a bit, but I convinced myself it was anger. "You wouldn't need me anymore." I said through grinding teeth. "And now you don't need me anymore." I hit it again, and a sharp, burning pain shot up my arm. I stumbled back and yelled in pain. I sat on the ground and stared at the floor, crying and grinding my teeth. You always hated when I'd push myself too much And even after everything No matter how hard I try I'm still a failure I always fail in the end I always fall short It's never enough Nothing I ever do Is enough to come out on top It used to be easy I was just naturally good Comfortable at the top And now I'm struggling just to stay in the running I stood up and walked to the locker room, slamming the door open and closed. I stood in front of the mirror with my hands on both sides of the sink, staring at my reflection. I was a mess. My eyes were red from my tears and my expression was exhausted and distressed. My face was tear-stained and I was light headed. Just completely out of it. I had bags under my eyes from stress filled days and sleepless nights, an obvious lack of rest. No wonder Aizawa confronted me I look like hell I feel like hell Fuck This is hell