Would He Love Me Back?
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Last published Mon, Jul 27, 2020
Dear Chance,
Hindi ko alam kung kailan nagsimula ang lahat. Hindi ko alam kung bakit. Hindi ko alam kung paano. Hindi ko alam.
Hindi na ako magpapaligoy-ligoy pa. Gusto kita. Gustong-gusto kita. Alam kong imposible pero nangyari e.
Isang araw nalang, nagising ako na ikaw yung hinahanap-hanap ko. Sa tuwing lumalapit ka, bumibilis ang tibok ng puso ko. Ang weird ng feeling ko. Naghalo-halo na ang mga nararamdaman ko para sa'yo.
Minsan ang saya ko pag magkasama tayo. Minsan malungkot. Minsan nasasaktan na ako sa nararamdaman ko para sayo.
Noong una, hindi ko maamin sa sarili ko ang nararamdaman ko para sa'yo.
Sorry kung hindi ko maamin ang nararamdaman ko sa'yo ng personal. Kaya sa kwentong ito ko nalang sasabihin lahat.
Kung minsan, naiisip ko, "Ano kaya kung umamin ako sa'yo?" Pero sa tuwing iniisip ko 'yon, kinakabahan ako.
Kaibigan kita at alam kong once na sabihin ko ang nararamdaman ko ay maaring umiwas ka. Pero minsan gusto kong aminin sa'yo na ikaw lang yung lalaking gusto ko.
Hindi ko alam kung bakit sa lahat ng lalaki ikaw pa ang nagustuhan ko.
Minsan naiinis at naiinggit ako kasi yung ibang may gusto sa'yo malaya nilang nasasabi yung nararamdaman nila. Samantalang ako, hindi pwede. Dahil mag-kaibigan tayo at mag gusto kong i-treasure yung pagkakaibigan natin.
Feeling ko sasabog na ang puso ko dahil sa halo-halong pakiramdam na dala mo.
Sana makarating ang sulat na ito sa'yo.
Gusto ko malaman mo na ikaw ang dahilan kung bakit mas lalo kong ginagalingan ang lahat nang bagay para mapansin mo ako bilang isang babae at hindi kaibigan mo.
Sana maiparating ng story na ito tunay na laman ng puso ko.
Nagmamahal,
Myheartisfine.
All Rights Reserved
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