And so you are left soulless

"Nighttime had always been the time when the demons residing within me came out to play. But, that day was different, that day my angels decided to shield me from the darkness, pain and agony. My heart didn't throb; my soul became a bird in the sky. With every moment came peace, and, with every breath, exuberance. All I could think of was happy, and only happy.
There's a reason love is invisible, undetectable with anything but our minds. We aren't evolved enough to be trusted with it. We'd try to engineer it, alter it, use it, weaponize it. Aren't there always great reasons to do immoral acts? Or are they excuses to allow us to follow our more basic desire for dominance? Power addiction is always the wrong route to escape fear. But She strolled through the inky darkness of the mid-winter night luminous with starlight, moon full and bright, disarming me from holding on to every single sense of control; killing what once looked like hesitation by giving birth to lust and love.."