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The Sweetest Painkiller (A Captain America/Avengers Fanfic)

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Time 8h 14m

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"I need help."
~
For years, she's been a pawn in their game. They've been using her to get what they want, using her as little more than a tool. And she's been clueless to how far they've actually gone.

Lithium has no idea how extensive their manipulation truly was. That is, until she met the captain in her quest to find the Winter Soldier once he's vanished from Hydra's repertoire. With the help of the man she's idolized for years, the man she attempted to shape her life after and gave up everything she had to emulate, Hydra's blinders are removed.

And the world has become a dangerous game of give and take.

In her attempts to find a new place, not quite unable to let the old one slip away from her just yet, she stumbles across another man. The one she'd been unwittingly sent to find, the one she likely would've caused to get killed: James Buchanan Barnes. The Winter Soldier.

Neither Steve Rodgers nor Bucky Barnes is aware that she knows both. At least, neither knows for now.

But in this game of push and shove, Lithium is learning quickly who can cause pain, and who can take it away. She's learning who to run to and who to run from. The question will eventually become something she never thought she'd have to answer, something she'd never contemplated before: would she rather be the painkiller, or let him be the painkiller for her?

This fanfiction takes place after Captain America: The Winter SoldierAll Rights Reserved

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Holding On | Bucky Barnes by Steve_Writes

It's been two months since Y/N returned to the Compound, but despite her best efforts, she can't seem to escape her trauma. Nightmares haunt her at night, while memories stalk her during the day; a never-ending cycle that she hopes she can smile her way through. She finds distraction in her busy schedule and a few quiet moments in-between, but no matter how hard she tries, she can't forget. And now that the world knows who she is, she likely never will. Some see her as a hero, others see her as a weapon. Y/N doesn't know which to believe-especially with the little control she feels she has over her life anymore. The journey to recovery is never easy, but Y/N thinks it may be impossible. *** [Part 2 of Reaching Out] [Bucky Barnes X Reader] [1st person POV] MAIN THEMES FROM PART 1: Y/N with powers, moving in with the Avengers, Bucky+Y/N romance, quick-burn, drama and trauma (of course), fluff on fluff on fluff. NOTES: Follows a timeline where Hydra is still active after 2014 (CA:WS), Avengers didn't break up after Civil War, and takes place ~one year after Bucky's return from Wakanda.

Edelweiss || Bucky x Reader by ahsokas_second_saber

"A gift." One guard says to someone else in the room as he leaves. I groan in pain and scrunch myself into a ball, squeezing my eyes shut. Seconds later I hear shuffling and then someone is beside me. "Y/N?" Asks a voice. No- Bucky's voice. My whole body relaxes and I let out a soft breath. He's ok. ════ ⋆★⋆ ════ Staying together has always been the most important thing to Y/N Rogers. After the death of her mother left her an orphaned 15-year-old, her friendship with her older brother Steve and best friend Bucky mattered more than ever. She latched onto them, finding some bittersweet solace in their closeness. In turn, they finished raising her. The three were inseparable. Even now, six years later, nothing has changed. So when Bucky and Steve both leave to fight in the war the last thing she's going to do is stay in Brooklyn. Nothing's too far if it keeps their trio together. Not leaving everything she knows behind, not shoving down feelings she's refused to acknowledge for years, not even risking her life time and time again. It's the kind of commitment fueled by an infinite amount of love, but guaranteed to end in disaster, every single time. BOOK ONE IN THE EDELWEISS SERIES BOOK TWO: I WATCHED THE SKY CRUMBLE - #1 in hydra (7/5/21) - #1 in marvelsmut (8/7/21) - #5 in hurtcomfort (8/2/21) - #5 in marvelfanfiction (8/2/21) - #12 in buckybarnes (8/7/21) CONTENT WARNINGS: graphic torture, violence, death, loss of identity, themes surrounding sexual assault and predatory sexual behavior between adults, sexual themes, brief anxiety, PTSD, smut, ANGST, swearing. Please feel free to point out typos! (Just be polite about it)- also please keep in mind before passing judgment that this entire book was written over the course of my 8th grade school year Started - October 2020 Finished - July 2021 (Being edited) All characters and events (other than ones of my own creation) belong to Marvel.

The Kind You Save → Bucky Barnes / Winter Soldier by Lady_Loki_00

"Whoever he used to be, and the guy he is now, I don't think he's the kind you save. He's the kind you stop." Malone has never believed that people can be beyond redeeming. Her beliefs will be put to the test when she becomes the unlikely partner of the Winter Soldier. With the duo on the run from Hydra-- and SHEILD, she worries who she can trust. And no matter what anyone says, she firmly believes Bucky isn't the kind you stop; he's the kind you save. (Set after Captain America: The Winter Soldier) (I wrote this when I was thirteen so please forgive any spelling/grammar mistakes... both of which I'm sure this fic has in abundance)

Hail Hydra- B. Barnes (Under Editing) by SkadiLokison

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𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗦𝗘𝗔𝗥𝗖𝗛 | bucky barnes by jouskawriting

[complete!] "𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐋𝐄𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐇𝐔𝐑𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔." 𝐌ace Wilcox had a heart full of revenge. For almost her whole life. Because when the person she loved most was killed, her life was turned upside down. She was turned into a killer. She intended to use the skills. She wanted to get the person who killed her mother. 𝐁ut she couldn't do it. Because James Buchanan Barnes was not the Winter Soldier anymore. And deep inside, Mace Wilcox knew that. So then what was she searching for? - - - the pinterest board for this story can be found here: https://www.pinterest.com/jouskapins/the-search/ [bucky barnes x oc] [begins five months before tfatws, january 2024]

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