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LYSSOPHOBIA

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Parts 11
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Reads 94
Votes 53
Parts 11
Time 21m

exclusivelybtsff

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Inside the MIND of an eighteen year old girl who's BROKEN by an EMOTIONAL PSYCHOPATH. 
She lives by the scent of blood, she worships the blade, she have a fear she doesn't want to tell - going insane. 
How will she survive the cruel world without the sane of living?All Rights Reserved

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Fading Away ✅ by kia_spens18

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