27 de mayo 2018
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cada vez ... se van acabando mis motivos para vivir ... no encuentro razones para seguir con esto
voy lastimando mi cuerpo , dejándome heridas que nunca podre borrar .
Me siento mal conmigo misma ... pero también siento que no tengo ningún lugar en este mundo de mrd .
cada dia es insoportable para mi ... cada momento ... hora minuto segundo ...me lastima ...me matan poco a poco ... pero porque no darles lo que quieren ...MORIR NO ES LO QUE YO QUIERO HACER ...SOLO QUIERO DORMIR PARA SIEMPRE
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