Him
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  • Reads 2,942
  • Votes 134
  • Parts 18
  • Time 2h 57m
Ongoing, First published Apr 16, 2014
Life changes sometimes,
With love,
With passion,
With strength,
With pain,
With guilt.

Some times we want to change what happened. 
But its life. And that's the past. The past we have to let go. 

Here is my story about my blind love and the pain that surrounded it.
The pain  I gave to my heart,
To my friends,
To my family,

But mostly, the pain I gave to him. 

I am Melanie Smith and this is my story. 
My story of my first love.
My story of Him...
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First, you're 18 and in love. You're at the peak of your youth and everything you've ever dreamed of is possible. Then, you're as good as homeless, lost in a city full of people with the same dream and everything you were once optimistic about, seems unattainable. Now 5 Years Later, You're at the peak of your young adulthood and everything you've ever wanted is in your hands, all except what you first had, all except her.