➤dementia | d.h | ✗
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de•men•tai
noun
a chronic or persistent
disorder of the mental
processes caused by brain
disease or injury and marked
by mental disorders,
personality changes, or
impaired reasoning.
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❛who are you?❜
❛depends on who wants
to talk first.❜
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lowercased aesthetic
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⇏started may 27th, 2018
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