Why Not? Just Die.
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Last published Sat, Dec 12, 2020
you can see, what I can only describe.
Step into the mind of my mental spiral
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𝚃𝚘𝚗𝚢 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚔'𝚜 𝚍𝚊𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚗𝚘 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎. 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚊 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝. 𝙶𝚞𝚒𝚕𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚟𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚐 𝙰𝚜𝚑𝚕𝚎𝚢 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚔. 𝚂𝚎𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚝𝚜 𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚊𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚟𝚎𝚜, 𝚋𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚏𝚊𝚕𝚕. 𝙰𝚜𝚑𝚕𝚎𝚢 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚐𝚒𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚙 𝚘𝚏 𝚏𝚊𝚒𝚝𝚑. ➴➵➶➴➵➶➴➵➶➴➵➶➴➵➶ 𝚁𝚊𝚗𝚔𝚜 #𝟺𝟹𝟹 𝚒𝚗 𝚃𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 [𝙰𝚞𝚐𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝟷𝚜𝚝 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟷] #𝟾𝟹𝟻 𝚒𝚗 𝚃𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 [𝚂𝚎𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝚜𝚝 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟷] #𝟽𝟹𝟹 𝚒𝚗 𝚃𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 [𝙾𝚌𝚝𝚘𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝚜𝚝 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟷]Complete
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