kinilala syang masama, cold, walang pake, brutal, merciless, heartless and a devil or a monster
pero di nila alam na nagkaganun sya ng dahil sa lahat ng nakapalibot sa kanya
behind those bad attitude is a kind girl that wants to be happy some day
behind those cold attitude is a sweet girl that is a happygolucky
behind those words 'i dont care' is a girl taht cares and willing to sacrifice her happiness for the sake of her love ones
behind those brutal attitude is a caring girl that wants to help innocent people
behind those merciless attitude is a caring girl that wants to save everyone from danger
behind those heartless attitude is a heartful girl that wants to change every badguys into good guys
behind a known devil or monster is a sad girl that is in pain for all the words that she heard in her whole life, she's hurt becoz of all the challenges that she has been through
but what happens when she transfer to the lightmarians academy for her to spy and take every single details that will be useful to her?
"yes im a monster, a devil but you made me this, this is what you think of me so its better if i change ito one, remember its not my fault that im like this a bad, cold, merciless, brutal and heartless monster, ITS ALL YOUR FAULT coz you pushed me to do these, remember not becoz im the queen of darkness doesnt mean im bad through out my veins im also like all of you, i want to love and to be loved.........but none of you understand me, now FACE THE DEVIL AND THE MONSTER INSIDE ME THAT WAS MADE FROM ALL YOUR HATRED AND DISSAPOINTMENTS TO ME" --- Zakura Klein Goddesia
Lavender is in love with Yuan, the perfect guy--kind, sweet, charming, and a musician like her. The problem? He's not real. He only exists in her dreams.
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Lavender Laxamana can't sing or play the guitar in front of anyone anymore. She hides in her dreams where she can perform and play music to her heart's desire with Yuan. Lavender has already accepted that the man she loves is just a figment of her imagination, but when she crosses paths with Aki, a starting artist who goes by the name of Musikero and looks and sounds like Yuan, Lavender is hopeful they can finally be together in real life. But reality slaps her in the face when she finds out Aki is the exact opposite of Yuan, and he loathes her.
While Lavender struggles to find the connection between Yuan and Aki, can she finally find the courage to stop escaping from reality--no matter that Aki may be in love with another woman? And can she finally face the rhythm and beats of her heart and pursue her passion again? How far will she go--or not go--for her dreams?
DISCLAIMER: This story is written in Taglish.
COVER DESIGN: Regina Dionela