The †unnel ( on going )

I've been losing all my life;
Now all I want to do is win.
I've locked sights on the light,
But I don't know if I'll survive the dark night beside me.
I've been running this race;
But barely surviving.
I can taste the bright light but my pathway is cloudy.
I've been wishing,
But what use is wishing.
When you can make a decision that can change the world.
I've been praying,
That if I leave don't let me comeback home.
I'm in the tunnel;
Starring down the barrel
Running like a bullet watch me explode.
I did not choose my beginning;
But I'll write my name big, bold, and sincerely on the ending