Dedicated to my mother.
"Mom, I love you. I never realized how much you did for me, or how much you gave up to take care of me. You would give up your girl's day just to deal with my pathetic situation, I thought was so important at the time. I didn't realize how much stress I infringed on you, whenever I disobeyed your rules, testing your limits, and never realizing all of them were created for the flourishing of my growth.
I feel grown up, but I'm forever your baby. Speaking of babies, when I gave you and dad such a hard time at night, crying. You would be patient and tell everyone it was because I was scared, hungry, or wanted to know you were there. You would stay up for hours on end just to walk me to sleep.
I look back on everything now and put myself in your shoes. I don't think I would have the same patience as you. Your determination, your selfless love, your persistence was something I took for granted. I wish I could be like you. You're always so optimistic and encouraging. It would be a lie to say you aren't my role model. All I want to see is a smile on your face. True peace and happiness in your complexion. To hear your sweet voice guide me, for the rest of my life. You've shown me that there is beauty and opportunity to become a better person through the trials of tough times.
You gave up your day and night by thinking of my future, only wanting the best for your child. You gave up some of your own dreams to pave the way for mine. When I see you again, I want to be able to look into your eyes, smile, and tell you what an amazing child you brought up. Mom, I love you."
This story is fictitious and has nothing to do with anyone or anything in real life.
"She was our saving grace back then, always getting us through everything, big or small. not only was she our sister, she was also our angel."
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Lee (Y/N) has always wanted to be an idol ever since she was young ─ wanting to experience that rush of adrenaline and euphoria with a spotlight shining over her head as she performs in front of thousands of people, but she never knew of the pain that came with it.
Backlash and hate all coming from somebody hiding behind a screen can be overwhelming, and powering through is extremely difficult when she's always trying to look out for the seven boys that mean the most to her.
Using the words her father spoke to her right before he died as a basis for how she pushes herself through the pain, how will she hold on to be the saving grace not only for her brothers and for her fans, but for herself also?
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[BTS x Reader]
[BTS 8th Member]
[2nd Person P.O.V.]
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Disclaimer: This is my first book, and I wrote it very young, so it is not my best work! Also, TRIGGER WARNING! THIS BOOK CONTAINS MENTIONS OF SELF HARM, SUICIDE, AND EATING DISORDERS! This story is purely for entertainment purposes only and is fictional. Also, all of the information about BTS in this book is info that I tried my best to research, though it is not all accurate, and I apologize sincerely for that.
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Began: July 3, 2019
Completed: September 4, 2020
Written during age(s): 12 yrs, 13 yrs
Full Word Count: 122k
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FANFICTION OF:
BTS