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Last published Tue, Jul 10, 2018
Update: it's now June 27th, 2018. I wrote this is a few months ago, when my life was really going down hill. I needed to let it all out so I did. I'm not better, but the world doesn't seem as dark anymore. I've gotten back my little light inside.
This is me. I guess you could say that it was kinda a cry for help. It seems easier to talk to strangers on the internet instead of talking to someone knows me, someone who would judge me.
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