heartbreak merry-go round
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Ultima pubblicazione mar, ago 14, 2018
i have spent the last five years going from one relationship to the next because i was to scared of the friend that loneliness held so close, darkness. that was until recently after one of the best relationships i'd been in ended in a moments notice, it dawned on me as i was talking to my best friend and she blatantly pointed out, i don't completely understand who i am anymore because throughout the years instead of choosing me to mend my broken heart, i chose to keep burying all this pain whilst i looked for comfort in the arms and words of boys no less. i let myself get stuck on a heartbreak merry-go round, but today i choose me.
this book is a compilation of short stories pertaining to the boys i chose to hide behind when loneliness came knocking.
*WARNING*
Some events relayed inside may be troubling/triggering to those who are struggling with their own monsters. Please read with caution.
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