I'm invisible. I watch my reflection, the blade digging deeper into my skin and wonder what happened to that little girl who used to play in the street not caring about anything, not thinking about what other people thought about her. Wondering why people put labels on other people they haven't even made eye contact with. I try to be nice, loyal, sweet and helpful but that's not enough for them. They need other people to feel their pain inside and out. If it isn't calling me disgusting names as I walk down the hall with my head down, or kicking and punching me when I make eye contact it's making me cut myself when I'm home. Lying to my parents about why I wear long sleeves all the time or why I'm wearing sunglasses in the middle of winter. But this is normal right? I mean of course not for Vince, the captain of the football team, or for his girlfriend Charlotte. I mean who would want to bully them, they have enough friends to create a whole army that would beat you up if you tried. Plus Vince is gorgeous! Stop that! I pull the blade out and slash my skin again for just thinking about him like that. With tears staining my cheeks I clean up the mess all alone. I'm used to it though. Like I said, I'm invisible.All Rights Reserved