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Not This Again

sadandpointless

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Reads 100
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sadandpointless

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"This is a story about a girl whose life should have been simple. At school? She wasn't that much to consider, just the nice slightly overweight girl with nice friends and perfect grades. At home? She was under crippling pressure to keep those grades perfect for one of those "big shot" careers her parents wanted her to have.

But her heart? She wanted to be on stage. She wanted to be in the spotlight, to experience lives that were so unlike her own. She wanted to perform; she wanted to act. So she ran away..."

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Her journey started by wanting to experience the world and to be what she wanted, but she experiences the world in the worst ways and she changes to what she thinks she needs to be. She finds allies in the least likely of people, and what started as an innocent journey for life turns into one of healing and love.All Rights Reserved

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Destined to be Together

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