I didn't know why I felt so guilty about my mom's passing, due to lung cancer. I just felt bad, so bad to where I even started getting depressed. it was hard enough taking care of my 2 little brother's, better yet, taking care of a grown man, Charlie, my step dad! I was sick of the way we were living, mentally. it's like we were all in this foggy haze, that led to nowhere. It was this terrible, ongoing battle between Charlie, my little brother's & mainly, the battle in my head.
This battle got so intense, where I was ready to just numb myself to it all, & end it for good.. but that thought... Those feelings.. they all changed when I found someone to love me.. even better, I went snooping through my mom's old things, that I just KNEW that Charlie was hiding from us, & I found some very interesting letters from my mother, Charlie, & even my own real father; All right before the passing of my mother.
Finding Happiness (Book 1 comes before and ties in to You Series)
31 parts Complete Mature
31 parts
Complete
Mature
The second I saw her my skin heated and heart skipped a beat. I knew I had to know who she was. I knew I just needed to be near her. After my horrible marriage I knew getting involved with anyone was the worst thing I could possibly do.
The problem was the girl of my dreams was standing right in-front of me partially guarded. She knew my family and knew about my past which should scare me away, but it doesn't it only draws me closer to her.
My brother is getting married, I'm the best man, she's the maid of honor. If I screw this up even a little bit everyone is going to have my ass.
The second I saw him my mouth went dry. His sculpted arms in that t-shirt covered in ink, my body was telling me to run the other way, to not get involved with this gorgeous dangerous man with a military past. Those gorgeous blue eyes however pulled me in and saw right through every part of me.
He's my best friends soon to be brother-in-law, and I have legal custody of a child that isn't mine. Nobody wants to be with a single mom these days, what makes him any different?