my life diary
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Last published Mon, Oct 1, 2018
hi, my name is Daniel S. im 14 1/2. this is my life story from 5/29/18
i have my crazy sister and my psycho father
i am gay
i have 3 friends at school and 1 crush
ive been depressed since 9 when my mom died
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