Book Two of Memories Trilogy.
I have a million feelings, a thousand of thoughts, a hundred of memories, in one person.
Memories still warm me up from the inside, but they7 also tear me apart. The worst part of holding the memories is not the pain. It's the loneliness of it. No matter how much suffering I went through, I never wanted to let go of those memories.
I have learned that if you must leave a place that you have lived in and loved and where all your yesteryears are buried deep, leave it any way except a slow way, leave it the fastest way you can. Never turn back and never believe that an hour you remember is a better hour because it is dead. Passed years seem safe ones, vanquished ones, while the future lives in a cloud, formidable from a distance.
I will never turn back in the several years passed, but still the memories will remain in my heart. There are memories that time does not erase, forever does not make loss forgettable, only bearable.
I'm not hoping that we'll going to back the day are love was through, but I know, someday, now not but someday, he'll going to face me again not as his lover but still his friend, he'll going tolook for me, because of our Screaming Memories.
(Completed-Finished; April 20, 2019)
Emma and Vivian spend their summer at a new camp to help out a friend, only to discover that it's a dating camp and they both have to pretend to be single!
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Emma and Vivian, having spent their first year of college living together, agree to spend their summer at Gwen Black's latest camp. Unfortunately, due to a misunderstanding (and Gwen's aggressive advertising), the entire camp is using Emma as a mascot because she's "single". Emma and Vivian decide to let the situation play out to help Gwen, finding a new thrill in keeping their love secret. Soon, though, things get out of hand as they start making each other jealous, and someone online is working to destroy their relationship (and the entire camp)! Can Emma save the camp, her reputation, and the only relationship that's ever mattered to her?
(Sequel to Camp Mapplewood: original version.)
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