sad short story

so i cant remember when i wrote this but it has a lot of meaning behind it and i dont know if anyone will actually read this but i just thought to put it out there. pm me if you want more if not never mind i havent put this out there for anyone to get the wrong idea or to pity me or anything i put this out there because even though i was in a really bad place and i want those who feel the same way to know that they can reach out to someone. they can even reach out to me if they want