Self Hate
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*WARNING!* THIS NOVEL CONTAINS SENSITIVE TOPICS SUCH AS SUICIDE, DEPRESSION, AND MORE. PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. Thank you. And maybe a little mature content.
In a quiet town by the name of Lawrenceville, a 17 year old girl named Olivia struggles with self doubt, self Hate, depression, anxiety, and insecurity.
Until she meets a boy named Marcus. He takes an interest into her at school, and soon finds out why she acts the way she does.
Olivia's twin brother, Oliver, also comes along in the journey making sure those two don't get crazy. (If you know what I mean ;) ;) Just kiding :D)
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