Lucky or not. ( SpiderMan / Marvel / spideypool )
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Last published Sat, Apr 27, 2019
TW: self harm/depression/blood/self hate
This story is gay and depressing.
Peter Benjamin Parker:
Weight: (currently) 89lbs.
Native to: Queens, U.S.A.
Hair colour: dark brown
Eye colour: dark brown
Heritage: Native American.
orphaned at: 4,8,9.
Relatives: N/A.
adopted by Mary and Richard Parker, orphaned, taken in by May and Benjamin Parker, orphaned.
Relatives: N/A.
been in foster care for: 7yrs 178 days(including time at the Parker household.).
has symptoms for: severe depression(often commits acts of self harm and has a tendency to be suicidal), PTSD(cause: unsure), eating disorder, anxiety, (to be reviewed.).
adopted at 12yrs and 237 days old by Tony Stark.
History in foster care N/A.
Medical history: N/A.
Current age: 16.
Significant Other: N/A.
Spiderman:
Age: 16
Weight: Estimated 100
secret identity: N/A.
Hair colour: Brown.
Eye colour: N/A
Skin colour: Brown.
Heritage: N/A.
Religion: N/A.
Abilities: web shooting, wall climbing, super strength, healing, agility, speed, (to be filled out later).
Relatives: N/A.
Significant Other: N/A.
These are two files, one on Spiderman and one on the man behind the mask.
Peter deals with a lot during his time as Spiderman, getting hit just seems to be one of those things. Something goes bad this time and his dads find him bloodied in his bed, passed out, in his Spiderman suit.
Peter also deals with a lot during his school life and home life, he gives himself shit for being depressed (even though he knows he can't help it), putting himself down because he's not what his dads singed up for when they adopted him. He knew it was wrong since the day he started when he was 8, but never found his way out from the harm he was doing to himself. He held back on cutting and let bad guys hit him but maybe getting hit by bad guys did more harm.
Started: June(pride month) 1st 20gayteen(18).
Status: incomplete.
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