Trust Me | MxM | BDSM
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  • Reads 711,416
  • Votes 28,868
  • Parts 53
  • Time 4h 43m
Ongoing, First published Jun 01, 2018
Mature
Matt has been leading quadruple lives for as long as he can remember. His next undercover job is to collect intel on a really big shot, and to get close to that man, he has to become his submissive. Suddenly in a spot where trust is of crucial importance, their relationship develops in ways Matt could never have foreseen. 

The monster he envisioned is not a creature of black and white, and when the truth of his world comes crashing down, he is faced with his darkest demons. Can he keep up the facade as the lines begin to blur, and stick to his plan to betray his master? 

Shoutout to @messyfirstdraft for the cover! It's perfect.

DRAFT STATUS: In my case, this means that there are missing chapters, especially towards the end. They're not necessary to unterstand the plot, neither do they contain character development, which is probably why I struggle with writing them. Otherwise, the book is complete.

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Note: I'm not going to indulge you on my own practices or anything, but suffice to say I'm not part of the community, so while I'm doing my research and stuff, some things will probably be inaccurate. If anyone from the bdsm community reads this story and notices some things that could be corrected, please (pretty please) send a pm with constructive, friendly feedback. I'm open-minded to learning.

That said, this is not going to be about some abusive relationship, and there are no Mr. Greys or anything like that. I'm actually attempting something deeper here.

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I published the first part 4th June  2018.
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The Snowy-haired Genius

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Jason Williams didn't think going out to dinner with his family was going to be any different than usual. Comments about his sexuality, some teasing from his brothers, and lots of paparazzi. You know, nothing strange at all. But a fight with his father made Jason storm out of the restaurant, down an alleyway, and suddenly his life isn't the usual anymore. He woke up in an unfamiliar dark room, and a handsome boy opened his door to explain. The snowy-haired genius was holding him captive until he got what he wanted. Life couldn't be worse. Warning: This book contains mental issues such as depression, schizophrenia, and others. If you're sensitive to that kind of thing, then you should probably think twice before reading this. Of course, if you want to read it and you're sensitive, I'm not stopping you. This book only touches upon the subjects; It doesn't go deep into suicide attempts and voices. Remember despite the hate these mental illnesses receive, I believe you. Mental illnesses are no joke, they're not something I try to use for views. I am not hating on the illnesses. I know it's hard, but they are relevant to the book so I had to include them. If you're feeling depressed, please talk to a counsellor. Or, if you're too scared for that, I'll happily listen and give you advice. Thank you! (I needed to include this because I didn't want people thinking I thought the mental illnesses were stupid. I don't, I promise. I love you, and I need you to keep fighting!)