Trust Me | MxM | BDSM
Terraniel
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  • Reads 716,193
  • Votes 28,941
  • Parts 53
  • Time 4h 43m
Terraniel
Ongoing, First published Jun 01, 2018
Mature
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Matt has been leading quadruple lives for as long as he can remember. His next undercover job is to collect intel on a really big shot, and to get close to that man, he has to become his submissive. Suddenly in a spot where trust is of crucial importance, their relationship develops in ways Matt could never have foreseen. 

The monster he envisioned is not a creature of black and white, and when the truth of his world comes crashing down, he is faced with his darkest demons. Can he keep up the facade as the lines begin to blur, and stick to his plan to betray his master? 

Shoutout to @messyfirstdraft for the cover! It's perfect.

DRAFT STATUS: In my case, this means that there are missing chapters, especially towards the end. They're not necessary to unterstand the plot, neither do they contain character development, which is probably why I struggle with writing them. Otherwise, the book is complete.

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Note: I'm not going to indulge you on my own practices or anything, but suffice to say I'm not part of the community, so while I'm doing my research and stuff, some things will probably be inaccurate. If anyone from the bdsm community reads this story and notices some things that could be corrected, please (pretty please) send a pm with constructive, friendly feedback. I'm open-minded to learning.

That said, this is not going to be about some abusive relationship, and there are no Mr. Greys or anything like that. I'm actually attempting something deeper here.

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I published the first part 4th June  2018.
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