"He was right, no matter how much I try to not to lose people, at least I'll just remain ruining their life's! Why did I came into their life's? Bangtan would have been really peaceful without me. The moment you left me, my heart was split into two. One side was filled with memories, the other side died with you. I set to make new memoirs, dream but past never let me. I often let awake at night when the world is fast asleep; and take a walk down memory lane with tears upon my cheeks. Remembering you is easy, I do it everyday; but missing you is a heartache that never goes away. I hold you tightly within my heart."