The Fear of Loving You
futureauthor37
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  • Reads 112
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  • Parts 10
  • Time 2h 10m
futureauthor37
Complete, First published Jun 02, 2018
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A few seconds is all it takes to flip Devyn Cole's life upside-down. Going into her freshman year of college, she consistently experiences panic attacks and flashbacks to the day that changed her life forever. With the help of some new friends, she tries to get her life back in order and, as a result, finds love. Soon, instead of focusing all of her thoughts on the one horrible day, she begins to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Devyn begins to plan for her future and hopes that it will be brighter than her past. What she never learned, however, is how quickly things can turn around. Before she realizes it, everything is changed by Devyn's letter.
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