WHY DID YOU? Pt1

Why did you make me feel as if you were the only one to love me?
Why did you pretend to care about me?
Why did you hypnotize me with your smile forcing me to tolerate your unwanted behavior?
Why did you cast a spell upon my distorted mind?

Why did you make me crave your overflowing fake love, that made my heart sore like a dove? , I guess I was trapped deep down in your chamber of love.
Or shall I say!
Why did you reverberate elusive words that caused a beautiful catastrophe in my soul weakening my body.

Why did you make me believe we would be together forever and create beautiful brown babies, that would inherit my vivid forbidden characteristics and your persuasive sinister eyes.
Why did you make me believe an illusion that love was everything and everything was love.

When we kissed why did you release acidic saliva intoxicating my nerves and tranquilly forcing my patchy purple methylated spirits skin to wilt as if the season had changed.

Why was I that red dot on the dart board you kept on piercing again and again with the sharp tip of your emotionless spear wrenching out atomic pieces out of my boneless body.

I've finally found a being that shall plant the seed I need to feed my greed and help me regain my consciousness while I struggle to escape your cursed dimension