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Her Wishlist

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I was a man who caused a trouble.

I almost killed someone.

I've tried drugs.

I smoke

I drink alcohol every day and night.

I can't talk without cussing.

I play a women's heart. 

I really love hurting people, violence is my favorite game.

I wasn't a gangster or any of those shit!

I was just a rebel and everything has a reason.

Until I meet her.

She's so irritating!

She's so loud!

Hard headed!

But...

She's honest.

She's forgiving.

And i didn't deny that she's cute (hell yeah!)

When I closed to her, I felt like my heart was going out of my chest! 

Until I finally realized I had fallen in love with her.

She changed me.

She opens my eyes to realize the lives were full of happiness.

She teaches me how to forgive. 

She's my heaven.

She took me out of my dark world and brought it to the place where there was hope and joy.

She's the reason why I'm laughing.

And she's the reason why I chose to live permanently.

But... 

Everything is a temporary. 

She left me. 

She left my heart into a million pieces! 

And I don't know how to create it again. 

I'm Thunder Spade Sebastianin this is my painful story


THE MOST PAINFUL THING IS  LOSING SOMEONE  YOU REALLY LOVE MORE THAN YOURSELF - Thunder Spade SebastianAll Rights Reserved

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She Who Was A He (Hacienda Series #1) by MagnusCactusK

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Taking Chances by bosairish

[COMPLETED] They say that love will make you happy, will make your eyes glisten with joy but what if it all bring is pain. They also say that love isn't selfish, love yourself fully before loving someone so is letting go count for it? *** All Jamaica ever did in life was to care and love Sebastian but it was an unrequited love. Jamaica Aelysha Legaspi for most people is the epitome of beauty and kindness. She is every guy's ideal girl and she can get any man she wants accept for one guy, her bestfriend, Sebastian Liam Lim. He is her childhood bestfriend, she thought that as time passes by, Sebastian will see her as a woman already but a woman can hope and endure. She'll cry tons, and fight for it more than anyone else but how can she fight when in the first place, there was no battle? ― Note: If you are not into characters that are flawed and commits a lot of mistakes, you can do leave. I write my stories base on my imagination and cup of tea and I think my story and characters deserve what I think they deserve. Warning: this is the first story that I published, I am not confident enough with the outcome since I'm still new to a lot of things, please do expect a lot of errors and loopholes. Copyright © 2020 by bosairish

How Destiny Unravels [GxG] [INTERSEX] [TEACHER × STUDENT] by Miss_Aeyu

[TAGLISH/TAGALOG] Love, they say, is a trial by fire, a treacherous journey through the eye of a needle. It demands acceptance of flaws, resilience in the face of pain, and a grim acknowledgment of impermanence. But what if fate orchestrates a cruel dance, bringing two souls together, tearing them apart, and then reuniting them, only to destroy them again? Can love endure such relentless assault? Can one person bear the weight of a relationship seemingly destined for ruin? In the tangled web of their connection, they both row tirelessly, unknowingly navigating the same turbulent sea. Each, consumed by their own perceived suffering, fails to see the other's silent struggle. Trust, once a bedrock, is shattered by the sharp edges of hurtful words and relentless judgment. How can love survive in a world that seems to devalue its very existence? Can they bridge the chasm of their misunderstandings and rediscover the shared strength that lies beneath their individual pain, or will their love succumb to the relentless forces that threaten to tear them apart?

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