Makeshift (Slow Updates)
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Last published Fri, Nov 23, 2018
WARNING: Bullying and homophobia
This is the story of a makeshift goddess.
A story of Self-discovery, companionship, acceptance.
A tale of shame, grief, confusion.
This is the story of my dream alter self.
Of what I lost.
Of what I gained.
Of nightmares and dreams.
Of past's youth to today's teen.
This is the creative wasteland of my own design.
This is me.
My true story of recovery.
And my Pen For Pride.
Dedicated to the incredible @lgbtq community
No. 42 in #PenYourPride (09.07.2018)
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